Sometimes life hits us hard and we don't get it . We don't understand .And we say: why? If I tried so hard ...I gave it my best .. why all of a sudden ? it just wasn't in off I guess, and then we are sad and we morn what we lost or who we lost . Yes it is sad but you know what ? We have to keep going and look around and think ...where did I fell? Where I didn't listen? learn from it with humbleness,accept your mistakes ,but although it might be so easy just to feel sorry about yourself. Don't do that .. Get up and try again .Hopefully that person or the universe will see that you really tried ..Good night !